Monday, August 9, 2010
Sunday, August 8, 2010
332
He's just going to have to do better than this.
I can feel it.
He's losing me.
So just now I'm talking to Wisteria. She said something that I really liked, so I'm jotting it down.
Here and now.
I can feel it.
He's losing me.
So just now I'm talking to Wisteria. She said something that I really liked, so I'm jotting it down.
Here and now.
"i think patience is a virtue.
lost on too many people
or given up on too frequently
i think delayed gratification makes it all the more worth it"
{I needed that. Thank you.}
Saturday, August 7, 2010
331 [Just Dance]
My friend Alyssa posted this thing on FB. So..I'm gonna do it.
THE RULES:
1.) Put your Itunes, Windows Media Player,etc. on shuffle.
2.) For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3.) YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4.) Tag 20 friends. (Make me #1 so I can see your results.) ;P
5.) Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6.) Have fun!
1.) IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY', YOU SAY?
Never Say Never -Justin Beiber
2.) HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Painting By Chagall- The Weepies
3.)WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Crimes-The Blood Brothers
4.) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Missing You-Jem
5.) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
My Lovely Man-Red Hot Chili Peppers
6.)WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Sway- Melinda Dolittle
7.) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Extraordinary Machine-Fiona Apple
8.) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Girls Lie Too-Terri Clark
9.) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Worms Make Dirt-The Aquabats
10.) WHAT IS 2+2?
The Wedding Song-Corpse Bride Soundtrack
11.) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Center Of Attention-Guster
12.) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again-Phantom Of The Opera Soundtrack
13.) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Mood Rings-Relient K
14.)WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
My First Kiss-3OH!3
15.) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Let Me Clear My Throat-DJ Kool
16.) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Big Things Poppin'-T.I.
17.) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Island Of The Hone-Hot Hot Heat
18.)WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Unwritten-Natasha Bedingfield
19.) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Supermassive Black Hole-Muse
20.)WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Stronger-Britney Spears
21.) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Here We Go Again-Paramore
22.)WHAT WILL YOU NAME THIS NOTE?
Just Dance-Lady Gaga
THE RULES:
1.) Put your Itunes, Windows Media Player,etc. on shuffle.
2.) For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3.) YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4.) Tag 20 friends. (Make me #1 so I can see your results.) ;P
5.) Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6.) Have fun!
1.) IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY', YOU SAY?
Never Say Never -Justin Beiber
2.) HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Painting By Chagall- The Weepies
3.)WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Crimes-The Blood Brothers
4.) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Missing You-Jem
5.) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
My Lovely Man-Red Hot Chili Peppers
6.)WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Sway- Melinda Dolittle
7.) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Extraordinary Machine-Fiona Apple
8.) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Girls Lie Too-Terri Clark
9.) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Worms Make Dirt-The Aquabats
10.) WHAT IS 2+2?
The Wedding Song-Corpse Bride Soundtrack
11.) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Center Of Attention-Guster
12.) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again-Phantom Of The Opera Soundtrack
13.) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Mood Rings-Relient K
14.)WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
My First Kiss-3OH!3
15.) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Let Me Clear My Throat-DJ Kool
16.) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Big Things Poppin'-T.I.
17.) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Island Of The Hone-Hot Hot Heat
18.)WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Unwritten-Natasha Bedingfield
19.) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Supermassive Black Hole-Muse
20.)WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Stronger-Britney Spears
21.) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Here We Go Again-Paramore
22.)WHAT WILL YOU NAME THIS NOTE?
Just Dance-Lady Gaga
Friday, August 6, 2010
330
330? {It FEELS like 330 IN THE MORNING.}
I should be asleep. Training tomorrow-at 9am.
14 hour day at work. In the roasting heat. With heaps of awkwardness. Awkwardness causes stress. Stressed? All the time. Maybe I could try and uh fix that? But see, I'm not the one that initiates. Just the victim. A [[constant]]. Like the speed of light. If there's even a chance of something becoming awkward I seem to be at the forefront to take the initial blast. Sometimes it's funny (well, later it's ALWAYS funny..with the right people) but mostly... it just makes me feel inadequate (in some way or another, I can't really explain it)
So it went by pretty quickly...actually. I know right? All that cry.baby.ing for NOTHING! And there was a good hour and a half where we didn't have to work because of a thunder.lightening.rain storm. [twas' heavenly] Plus we got fed by the reservation that came (I had the most delicious hamburger-with marinated mushrooms-I've ever eaten), and it wasn't too chaotic because of the clouds and wind. I rotated You-Know-Who the whole time, {all} {day} {long}. It was alright. We had some silly moments (meh. we always do), but it's hard when inbetween chairs there's a good.. WHAt? 10 seconds to converse, and MOSTLY it's about watching this kid, or looking out for stupid parents #12? He DID eat dinner with me though, and has been making an effort to fill the proximity gap that's kinda been there. I know it's maybe.kinda.sorta.completely.pathetic., but if I don't feel like you're comfortable around me physically...probably not going anywhere. But he's making an effort- and I'm very grateful.
I haven't been with a "slow.mover" for awhile, but I think I should probably DO things that way.
Mostly I feel like I have 2 speeds. Totally passive and nothing goes anywhere, or things go full throttle and go places WAY to fast. A medium would be good, and thus far... he's pretty medium..
I wonder what he'd say if I told him I described him that way on my blog. Pretty medium.
Whatever.
He's got the greatest laugh.
I should be asleep. Training tomorrow-at 9am.
14 hour day at work. In the roasting heat. With heaps of awkwardness. Awkwardness causes stress. Stressed? All the time. Maybe I could try and uh fix that? But see, I'm not the one that initiates. Just the victim. A [[constant]]. Like the speed of light. If there's even a chance of something becoming awkward I seem to be at the forefront to take the initial blast. Sometimes it's funny (well, later it's ALWAYS funny..with the right people) but mostly... it just makes me feel inadequate (in some way or another, I can't really explain it)
[I am here to remind people of why they should be grateful for the lives they have.]
THAT explains it.
So it went by pretty quickly...actually. I know right? All that cry.baby.ing for NOTHING! And there was a good hour and a half where we didn't have to work because of a thunder.lightening.rain storm. [twas' heavenly] Plus we got fed by the reservation that came (I had the most delicious hamburger-with marinated mushrooms-I've ever eaten), and it wasn't too chaotic because of the clouds and wind. I rotated You-Know-Who the whole time, {all} {day} {long}. It was alright. We had some silly moments (meh. we always do), but it's hard when inbetween chairs there's a good.. WHAt? 10 seconds to converse, and MOSTLY it's about watching this kid, or looking out for stupid parents #12? He DID eat dinner with me though, and has been making an effort to fill the proximity gap that's kinda been there. I know it's maybe.kinda.sorta.completely.pathetic., but if I don't feel like you're comfortable around me physically...probably not going anywhere. But he's making an effort- and I'm very grateful.
I haven't been with a "slow.mover" for awhile, but I think I should probably DO things that way.
Mostly I feel like I have 2 speeds. Totally passive and nothing goes anywhere, or things go full throttle and go places WAY to fast. A medium would be good, and thus far... he's pretty medium..
I wonder what he'd say if I told him I described him that way on my blog. Pretty medium.
Whatever.
He's got the greatest laugh.
Thursday, August 5, 2010
329
He told me the noodle would have needles in it and would be wet. Needles that would hold a convincing serum to persuade "he who will not be named on my blog" to get a sub.
{A. Convincing. Serum.}
THAT was the first step to falling in love. At least that's what I'll tell my children if they ever want to know.
Seriously.
We biked to work this morning. [and it was beautiful] We thought it was at least 15 miles, turns out it was only 9 miles-It took us 40 minutes. What. the. heck? We SHOULD have been able to do that in 20 minutes tops. I'm blaming the lights we hit, the scare on airport road, and in short (because I don't want to explain) my nerves. But it was a nice morning ride, and I'd definitely like to do that again. He only worked swim lessons, but I was on the clock till' about 445pm. He biked home, and then later drove my car back in (because it has a nice little bike rack on the back) to pick me up. There was no way I was biking uphill for 9 miles after an 8 hour day in the sun.
He told me later in the car:
"So, when I came in-everyone asked why I was there. I told them that I'd come to pick you up so you didn't have to ride your bike home. They freaked out"
"What do you mean?"
"They kept saying how sweet that was of me, and were cooing and cawing all over the place. It was funny"
"Well, I have to agree with them."
I don't really know where this is going, but it was a good day today.
So.
Tonight I've got the munchies, but would really like to chow down on something healthy.
I keep trying to think of something that would satisfy those.. desires. I'm drawing blanks.
My family comes back in a little while from vacation, and soon this job will be over, school will start, and I'll be.. somewhere NOT here.
I feel odd.
{A. Convincing. Serum.}
THAT was the first step to falling in love. At least that's what I'll tell my children if they ever want to know.
Seriously.
We biked to work this morning. [and it was beautiful] We thought it was at least 15 miles, turns out it was only 9 miles-It took us 40 minutes. What. the. heck? We SHOULD have been able to do that in 20 minutes tops. I'm blaming the lights we hit, the scare on airport road, and in short (because I don't want to explain) my nerves. But it was a nice morning ride, and I'd definitely like to do that again. He only worked swim lessons, but I was on the clock till' about 445pm. He biked home, and then later drove my car back in (because it has a nice little bike rack on the back) to pick me up. There was no way I was biking uphill for 9 miles after an 8 hour day in the sun.
He told me later in the car:
"So, when I came in-everyone asked why I was there. I told them that I'd come to pick you up so you didn't have to ride your bike home. They freaked out"
"What do you mean?"
"They kept saying how sweet that was of me, and were cooing and cawing all over the place. It was funny"
"Well, I have to agree with them."
I don't really know where this is going, but it was a good day today.
So.
Tonight I've got the munchies, but would really like to chow down on something healthy.
I keep trying to think of something that would satisfy those.. desires. I'm drawing blanks.
My family comes back in a little while from vacation, and soon this job will be over, school will start, and I'll be.. somewhere NOT here.
I feel odd.
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
328
So my family left on vacation this morning at 4am. Which means I have from now until Friday night to get some exciting things done. It's 'OVERHAUL 2010". And thus far I'm feeling pretty productive.
I started outside and cleaned up the front part of our yard ( there's lots of yard though so.. that'll take awhile to do all of it), but the mudroom is done, the computer area, the kitchen. I have the dining room, play room, patio, and living room to do before I'll call it a pretty good day- but I'd like to do the stairs, storage room, and under the stairs before I REALLY call it good. So, that'll be fun.
I like having the house all to myself, and with all the packrats gone I can get rid of loads of stuff. 5 industrial sized garbage bags already and it's not even noon.
I love it!
There are the girls rooms, garage, vanity, bathrooms and showers, isaac's room, the backyard, hallways, stairs, closets, and firepit to get done... and I honestly can't wait. So I must be off!
I started outside and cleaned up the front part of our yard ( there's lots of yard though so.. that'll take awhile to do all of it), but the mudroom is done, the computer area, the kitchen. I have the dining room, play room, patio, and living room to do before I'll call it a pretty good day- but I'd like to do the stairs, storage room, and under the stairs before I REALLY call it good. So, that'll be fun.
I like having the house all to myself, and with all the packrats gone I can get rid of loads of stuff. 5 industrial sized garbage bags already and it's not even noon.
I love it!
There are the girls rooms, garage, vanity, bathrooms and showers, isaac's room, the backyard, hallways, stairs, closets, and firepit to get done... and I honestly can't wait. So I must be off!
Sunday, August 1, 2010
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