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Let me just say this about my presentation:

IT. WAS. MINE.


Totally rocked it.
Led the class discussion.
Had some amazing insights.
Analyzed it perfectly.
Got everyone thinking.
Made everyone laugh.

"A" for Chelsea.

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So. Definitely planning on moving out with Heather as soon as she gets back-that's the plan-for now. It's just enough time get some money for those essentials that I don't have, and to find a more steady job. And if nothing comes up between now and then that doesn't take me away from home or something else- IT'S ON. So that's another thing to get excited about.

Life's been a lot better.
It always is once I decide to revert back to what I always forget. To just be real, and get honest. I think I'm pretty good at that anyways, but when it comes to how I'm feeling about things FOR myself, it's easy to justify letting things get to me, brushing things off, letting things fester. And then I remember that I'm worth being real and getting honest about ANYTHING I question.

Might take awhile to get there, but.. I always do.

Slept in today. Didn't mean to but could NOT peel myself from underneath my covers. Felt a little comatose. My body just kinda shuts down sometimes. It's good, because I don't think I could shut it down myself. So I didn't go to class-have Art at 330- I have my sketches done but I missed Monday ( And I think Monday we started our sketch that would take 2 days to finish-meaning that uh.... I won't have that done) Oh well.

I got Saturday off so I can go spend time with {D} and his family.
Friday I think he's gonna come and watch me perform (as long as this other band from Colorado still plans on canceling).


I need some food.
Also. Just found out the deadline for my short stories competition.
March 20th
THANK GOODNESS.

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So ya know.
I don't do things half way. It's not like me,out of my element, and s I haven't felt like I could go "all in" with anything for a long time.
Now I do.
It's overwhelming.
Too much.

It's either completely passive, or overly active.
I'm kinda in limbo right now, exploding at the same time as imploding.
Kind of a weird feeling and I just want to let it all out!

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Great night last night.
Some good laughs.
"I never knew how heavy a tree was, until I had to lift one"

Also.
Joni's taste in men was revealed- not creepy at all.

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Stephani, while trying to decide if we're going to put together a short clip for our presentation:

"I think I know how to do stage make-up."

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First, the boring stuff that I need to remember to do before Monday.
Story (one more blasted paragraph, then, TRIUMPH)
ENGL readings & presentation.
POLSCI quiz.
ENVS readings and brainstorming presentation.
General study for midterms.
1 sketch

Pretty busy weekend with work and such.
But good.
I'd rather be busy then bored out of my mind.

Last night was wonderful.
Great date followed by the most adorable door-step scene known to man.
Yep.
Handled.

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Finished with one story.
The second one... it's going to be amazing.
6 paragraphs and it's taken me about 5 days. But it is PERFECTION.

I can't remember the last time I ate.
I'm waking up super early and going to bed really late.
But I haven't even noticed ( till just now thinking about it)

Big things in the works.