I'm starting to show.
And I really hate it.
I get it.
But I really really don't like it.
Keep going back and forth, back and forth.
Smiling, crying. Lots of energy. No energy.
Confident I can do this. Depressed because I feel like I can't.
It's gonna be like this for awhile.
Went for a walk today with my dog. It was nice to get some fresh air and stretch my legs. I guess I should be doing more moving around cause I'm a higher risk of getting blood clots now? Joyous :D But it's a good thing, I should be out and about more instead of sitting at home all the time worrying about all the things I can't change, or can't change until other things happen first.
Need to figure some things out.
Be sure of the things I want.
Try to find a solution to things that I don't want but am dealing with.